Specialties
What is Complex-PTSD?
Trauma is any event that overwhelms the ordinary human adaptations to living (Judith Herman). Complex trauma is ongoing trauma without adequate coping and resourcing. C-PTSD is when a person’s identity becomes formed in the context of the greater traumatic events. I am a trauma specialized therapist working with survivors for the last 10 years. Doing this work is my great privilege and reason for becoming a psychotherapist.
Re-Experiencing symptoms and Somatization (physical symptoms)
Avoidance
Heightened Arousal
Emotional Dysregulation
Disturbance with Self Organization (negative view of self, others, the world)
Interpersonal Problems
Dissociation
Additional symptoms of C-PTSD may include:
Self harm
Suicidal thoughts, plans or attempts
Addictions
Emotional eating
Eating disorders
Social Anxiety
Difficulty concentrating
Impulsivity
Excessive risk-taking
My primary focus as a clinician has been helping survivors heal and reconnect with their bodies after trauma. Throughout our lives trauma may take shape in different forms. My role is to help safely navigate the waters of the past to continue forward with a greater sense of self and wholeness. Over time, there can be different ways of viewing what happened and a new story ahead. This work allows a person to move from surviving to living — with intentionality, presence and engagement with life.
What is Perinatal?
The period of trying to become pregnant, pregnancy, birth and following postpartum period (12 months after birth). Without attention and care, symptoms that emerge in the perinatal/ postpartum period may go unresolved for months or years. As a Perinatal Mental Health Certified psychotherapist since 2021, I have ongoing specialized training to care for women in this phase of life.
Anxiety and intrusion
Depression and chronic fatigue
Loss of identity and disoriented sense of self
Disconnection from friends and family
Changing relationship with body, ongoing discomfort and pain
Reprioritization of values and sense of meaning
Anger and resentment
Distrust of self as a mother
Not feeling close to baby
Disintegration of relationship with partner
Fear and distrust of others caring for baby
Fear of birth
Birth trauma
Infertility
Pregnancy Loss
Infant Loss
With compassion and an emphasis on building community and connecting to resources, I help women and birthing partners navigate the journey across the perinatal period of their life. Becoming a new parent can be filled with joy, excitement and beauty. It can also a time of despair, anxiety, upheaval and loss. Loss of energy, loss of routine, loss of expectations and often loss of identity or the life they knew prior. With an increase of very real stressors, fluctuating hormones and sleep deprivation it’s crucial that new parents feel held and heard in their experiences.
My clients cope and live better with symptoms like:
Flashbacks, nightmares, being easily triggered
Thinking about distressing events at inconvenient times
Intrusive symptoms from childhood that may come in the form of somatization through pain and illness
Withdrawing, isolating
Avoiding peoples and places that remind of the stress/ trauma
Using alcohol, substances, food, work or caretaking to avoid feelings
Perfectionism or being highly self critical to avoid being with messiness and what cannot be controlled
Hypervigilance, being “on guard”, startling easily
Highly sensitive to cues of threat in people’s body language, facial expressions and voice tone
Needing an “escape plan”
Expecting the worst, preparing to self protect
Frequent crying
Taking a long time to recover from stressful events
Frequently angry, irritable, anxious or panicky
Feeling hopeless, depressed, numb or difficulty experiencing pleasure or joy
Holding beliefs like “There’s something wrong with me”, “No one loves me”, “I’m broken”, “I’m bad”, “I can’t trust anyone”…
Little hope for the future
Feeling ashamed, guilty or unworthy often
Difficulty finding a sense of self, purpose or meaning to life
Avoiding spending time with people or difficulty trusting others
Relying too heavily on other people or fears being abandoned
Choosing the “wrong” people, re-enacting hurtful or dangerous emotions
Being reactive, defensive, blaming, unwilling to hear other’s perspectives